Bro,Aku Sayang Hg!

sad.

now I'm sad..

ptg td tgh syok menggila ngan aza sume,tetiba ak nmpak dy dtg.rilek aje ngan beg skolah..specs on his face..headphones on his head..dy nmpak smart gile!eventhough just dlm school suits ja,haha...tp en..dy wt dunno je nmpak ak..ak tego dy td..bygkn la dgn keadaan ak yg takde suara ni,ak usaha gak tegur dy..and guess what?dy jln mnonong mcm x knl ak ja..

tau x ape ak rase time tu?

ak rse mcm ak bodoh gilaa,haha.rse trpinggir,rse bodoh,rse trhegeh2 sume ad..hampeh la en,hee..dh r mmg ak rapat ngan dy..jumpa ak wt donno je..siot,dpn kngwkn ak plak uh..rse malu gila2..maruah mcm jatuh trgolek kene gelek ngan lori..hancur brsepai..ye r..dh la ak tego dy wt ta knl ja..time ni rse sebak ja..mata pun dh bsh..tp kene la cover en dpn member..ps uh elok plak hujan..haha,awan pun tau ak ngah sdeyh..so dy nanges dulu..ak time ni sdeyh nye psl..demam x demam ak redah jugak hujan uh..pikir nk balek umah je..yg depa duk bising ak redah hujan,haha.,thanks wehh,ak tau hgpa syg ak,haha..walking while crying in the rain..rse sdeyh..kata abg ak?tp buat ta knl ja..abg ap mcm tu?then ak antar msj kt dy..

ta ngaku kwn?ok,fine!

time tu jgn ckp la..mmg rse down gela babi..then balek umah trus slubung ngan slimut..holy shit..dpt rse bdn ak pns balekfever is coming back!..then naek no rumah sape tah..tgk2 dy..ak angkat trus dy ckp sorry..tp ak tau la tu dy..dy ckp dy ta sngaje nk buat ak mcm tu..and he drop a bombshell..yg buat ak rase...nak nanges balek?tp time ni ak still bngang,so lyn pun cm nk x nk ja..then,war of message..dy pujuk ak..tp ak tatau la knape ak ego sgt td..ak tatau ke mana hilang sifat pemaaf yg ad td..mmg msj pun stok laser baek punya..tp dy smpai jatuh saket..and I know he's sick....and it's all because of me!stupid put!kau dh tau dy saket why u treat him like that?ya allah..siyes time ni ak rse brslh gile kt dy..time ni sebak tu dh rse mcm nk mletup dada..and yess,he called me..time ni..ak just mampu ckp sorry sorry sorry..with my tears falling down.bygkn la,dh tade suara,mnanges agy..rse mcm ad batu sekat krongkong..can't breath well..dy pujuk ak td..mmg dy sabar sgt ngan prngai ak..and we are crying together..sial,dua2 nanges..dua2 saing mnyalahkn diri sdiri..ak takut hilang dy..takut sgt..ya Allah,jgn la Kau amik dy dr sisi kami..tp td siyes la..badly cried..ak mnyesal buat dy mcm tu..sbb ak dy saket,great!ak mmg ta guna,kan bro?


ak rasa ak brdosa sgt buat dy mcm tu...tu la,smbyg maghrib td pun,ak mnanges time last sujud..mnages spuas aty ak..mngadu gundah hati ni pd Dia..and truely..lps tu ak rase tenang..betul la,dgn mngingati Allah hati akn mnjd tenang..:)


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bro,sorry for all those things happened evening td.sumpah wehh ak ta trniat nk buat hg maken saket sbb ak.i'm sorry again..you're totally a gift from God to me..and here is my promise:as I live,I'm ur sister,as always and forever..:)