Saturday, February 26, 2011

3:40 a.m

mmg hari ni ak cipta rekod..

slalunye lau kt skola pkul 11 dh tido.tp atas bantuan FB and Blog..maka ak trus brjaga shingga ke detik ini..bravo put!

sbetulnye tade buat keje sgt pun..lyn fb ngan blog je..td paen pun tumpang skaki..tp dy dh balek dorm,hee..sume dlm dorm ni dh syahid di jln-Nya..ak je yg ta tido2 agy..lau kt umah silap2 dh mkn plempang mak ak dh..sbb exceeded daily usage,hee...

td chat ngan wan.mcm biasaa,loyar buruk dy x kn penah habes,haha..tp tu la..td ad sesi ala2 luahan hati sat ngan dy,haha...entah la..ak rse mcm..inferiority complex..yess,the best word to describe me right now..rse mcm ak ni truk sgt..ta lyk utk sesape pun..baek sbagai family,mau pun sbagai kwn..idk why,simply idk..

and masa tade sesape nk dgr citer ak,he's there for me..masa dada ak rse nk mletup dgn rase sebak yg ta trkira..dy sdia nk dgr..but of coz la dy tatau time ak chat ngan dy tu ak ngah leleh..ni pun leleh agy...kdg2 ak rse mcm ta guna idup kt muka bumi nih,..tp tu la,ak lupa ak ad kengkwn yg sanggup jd backup support ak..

mcm ironi kan?

there are times when family are like strangers and strangers are like family..

bitter truth.pahit nk trime..sdeyh bile ingat balek(fcuk,ak dh nanges skrg)ak dh ta larat nk rse unwanted dgn sdare sdiri..ak ta mintak harta..ak cume nk rse dihargai..feels like I'm belonged..tp..kwn2 pulak yg sdia jd partner kongsi suka duka ak...cut it off la..skrg ni..ak nk tunaikn impian mak ak..nk tgk anak sulung diorg nih jd a successful doctor..pdulikn ap org nk ckp..move on put!

tp,ak manusia.kdg2 rebah jugak..

btw wan,thanks 4 accompany me tonight.hg mmg kwn yg baek..:)


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